&iloveyouso .

Have not been updating for ages, working, no time, nothing much to post either.
Drinking lately, that's all.
Ohya, regretted what I did yesterday, veryvery much.
Fucking world crumbling down.
Whatever.. No mood.
Don't climb over my head eh, I have limits.
&, yeah, don't worry I'm giving up on you.

Yesterday, 28 May, 2010.
Woke up around 1 plus, left house around 2plus. Went to West Mall intending to buy shoes, didn't see one to my liking.

Took a train to Dhoby Ghaut, meeting Jamie at 6.

Walked around Plaza Singapura since I had so much time, saw a few shoes that I liked, but decided to walk on first.

Went to the arcade & saw this hello kitty, so decided to try my luck at catching it, & guess what?

I wasted 34 bucks.

Well, don't be surprised at my so anti-vulgarites blog, I just can't scold anymore vulgarities, I keep to my promise, unlike some people still keep shaking leg. Tsk.

Got extremely agitated & decided to go for a smoke.

Went outside to the smoking corner & lighted up a stick.

Soon, someone kept walking closer & closer to me, I was wondering what she is trying to do.

Finally she got right beside me & said, 'HSA, show me your IC please?'

****

Relaxed myself & soon Jamie called, met him & he was all about black stockings.

Couldn't decide what to do, therefore went to Bugis to eat Fish & Co, intending to sing later on.

Called Veon & had a change of plans, to go prawning.

Jamie paid for my meal; THANKYOUVERYMUCH. :D

Went to Mustafa to look for Veon, only found him after walking for a good 15 minutes, & he was sitting on grass with his friends, wearing all black in a dark dark night.

Jamie & Veon drank some alcohol with Veon's friends, heard it was horrible.

Went to Veon's house, he bathed, took his car keys, drove to Jamie's house, took his car keys, & went to Pasir Ris to prawn.

I went to a place near to 1 plus that looks like this;

With two idiots; Jamie & Veon Kor that looks like this;

& caught this tiny amout of prawns (12) in 3 hours;

I caught 5, not bad for my first time prawning, Jamie caught 3 ( One was let go by accident ) & Veon caught 5.

I am zai. (:

Jamie drove me home, somked with him & he returned home.

THANKYOUVERYMUCH again kor. :D

Reached home at around 5 plus, slept to 4 in the afternoon.

Made my way down to Ang Mo Kio hub for interview at Sticky Rice.

Got the job, do visit me there. (:

That's all for today, work commence at 10.30am tomorrow, will be there till 10pm.

Jovell.L'Jiaxin.

Aizai one me :D

Breathing tastes like loneliness., the happiness I wanted is lost in your embrace. As love loses it's passion, all the happiness in the past have been tucked away at a corner. Feeling your heartbeat, missing your existence; I just don't want to be bothered. It's good to pretend, yet I'm still in an ambiguous melody. Caught in a trap I made myself, I'm blinded, helplessly foolish. Pretence.

SHIT. THIS IS WRONG.
I can't stop my feelings for you, missing you so, so much.

Busy schedule tomorrow, Clememti > Dover > Vivo > Batok. :D
Sounds simple as it seems, but it isn't. It's going to be an oh-so-long day.
Dreading tomorrow.
Was looking forward to Sunday, drinking with Veon, Weijie, Jamie & Zixian.
Apparently Korkor not free, therefore have to re-plan.
Oh well, it can't be helped, Judith treat. :x
Korkor better don't let me catch you shake leg, because I never scold vulgarities. Heh.
Oh lesser vulgarities. :x

Jovell.L'Jiaxin.

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DeborahRomez: RUBBISHHHH, VAN GOT GO K. ♥ TEEHEE. ANW JUDITH LIM CHU PI. WHERE ME AND VAN PIC ): DeborahRomez: liar sia ihy.

DeborahRomez: that goes without saying, all my girls a chio, except those guys they love are all pathetic retards

DeborahRomez: and ugly freaks \m/

- Sigh, sis. Where can like that say? ): I reallllllllllllllllly think less of him liao. O: I'm trying hor. !

Vaney.L: Comfirm boooo? I also say I stop liaoooo. but i still luv him. LOL n

Vaney.L: (Y) I'm not jealous, I just don't like that *****. (Y)

Vaney.L: B.itch* .... LOLL

Vaney.L: No, they are cute. A + D. LOL... OI STUPID JUDITHLIM. You pangseh me ytd. Angry like f luh!

Vaney.L: Waited and waited leh me. -.-

- Eh. D: Idk what to say luh. ): Cry * had to give my timesheets laaaaaa. D: Understanding k? Aizai one.

guest: why liddat one ?

- Huh? & you're? o.o

YANNNYI (:: No lo ! You chio one ! LOL , cheeeeeeerup uhs ;D You sure will find dao new love de ;D

YANNNYI (:: Saw you before and you

YANNNYI (:: are chio . Seriously (: Smileee ;x I more buang leh ): He also dw me ): Stay chioooooooooooooo ! x3

- Laugh, honestly, you have yet to grow up. (: Then you'll ponder more on the true meaning of 'chio'. :D & I've found love, love have yet to find me. :D

Joanne: yup , Ima wisely girlf ^^v

- Oh, hi. (:

laymiin , (: taqqqqqqqqs . .

- Heh. Tys. :D

Aizai one Judith. :D

Giving up opening the presents' ribbon; used to make me look forward to.
Giving up the midnights' radio; never give yourself into the love songs, again and again, foolishly.

Because love has never taught me how to survive, but as a deal of my vanity to the naive, love has made us a stranger, & not becoming a noble soul within us.

I just need your hug ,not your kiss, I just need you to be my dearest, not loving me.
Do lend me your hand a minute a day, be my dearest, & not becoming my lover or someone’s.

Even if I'm soaked in the rain, I am never going to allow anyone to lead me by the nose once more, if i am still clenching my fist, I'm afraid my dreams will fade away.

& love is not everything, it cannot stop us from war.
& love, it will only be a pity, for those that are deeply in love and being sacrificed.

Just woke up at around 1pm today, went to drink with best brothers Weijie & Jamie yesterday.
Got really seh, but no drunk.
Only about less than 1/3 of Matell & a few cups of beer got me like this, guess I really suck at drinking. Got rejected to many pubs because of ME. I'm their burden ): But came across Vernis's workplace & asked if I could enter, & she said yes. Drank there, quite.. Expensive. O:
The day before yesterday was this;

West coast park with Deborah & Vanessa, talked about my nonsensical stupidity.
Ate, talked, blew wind, listened lots of 'I not good enough for him', smoked, drank.
Reached home around 12 plus that day. Talked to Deborah on the phone, used a little facebook & fell asleep. :D
Yesterday was this;

After finishing the alcohol, flagged a cab & we three hopped on.
I remember I kept repeating I wanted to forget him. Heh. Jamie left first to Powerhouse; hope you did as you promised. & Weijie sent me home, then back to Yishun where he lived.
I really want to tell youg uys how greatful I am, honestly, no guy would leave without taking advantage of me.
I Love Korkor.
See you guys soon. ;D

Jovell.L'Jiaxin.
Ps : Am I supposed to be happy that we're friends, or sad that that's all we'll ever be.

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weijie: hello =D my first tag !
- Hello :D Tag more often la eh.

Joanne: Tag and passby (:
- Hello, you're Wisely's girlf I suppose? :D

YANNNYI (:: Tagged again . Chioooobu , stay chiooo ;D
- Hahahah. I chio he won't don't want me liao. O:

zixian: your blog name seem familiar. Anyway, everything will be alright. Take care. (:
- Heh, thanks, leave your blog url? (:

Vaney.L: Hi dumb, you must feel honoured. I hardly tag people recently. You got take picture at the west
Vaney.L: coast park right! Send me. (: Hehehe, and please check out your facebook. Teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Vaney.L: whatever, dog is cute but i am not good enough for him
- DUMB?! Pot calling the kettle black. Fake :x Never take ley, only one only. Did as you instructed, feel proud. Got so many things tell you all, meet up soon. :D Stop whining sist, I can stop, you also can one. O: Aizai.

DeborahRomez: Vaney.L is a ***** who loves a dog :p
DeborahRomez: b'tch lah cb.
DeborahRomez: heeheehee. TAG WOMAN.
- So fierce for what?!?! Heh. THANKS WOMAN. Pretty lady~

Judithuat. ~

Daddy got hurt real bet today, sigh.
He's kind of bleeding really hobbirly, heart in a mess.
But no, Judith is staying positive, Judith is becoming a grown up.

Jovell.L'Jiaxin.

Work improved today, everything improved today, quater-slacked, three quater- worked.
Found somking partner today, finally not alone.
Horrible staff keep staring, might not be able to hold on any longer if you guys continue.
Not I want one, but, oh well, I was in a bad mood.
You say you don't want to contact me anymore!
I guess I was supposed to feel sad, honestly I was, but my heart doesn't hurt that much anymore.
Thank my great colleauges & friends's support, I'm getting back to normal.
Nadhirah, if you see this, don't worry, it ain't your boy I'm talking about, I'm over him worthy of me even considering, & other's around him who are worth comparing. So don't worry & last long eh, you guys have my best-est wishes.
Ahmai came to look for me around 845pm, slacked with him till 920 where we met his ex girlf, went back intending to close my booth to see it already closed, thank you nice people for helping me :D
This really makes my working experience at Tampiness a little better eh.
Smoked with Ahmai, went to take train home from Tampiness, ate at the coffee shop near West Mall, returned home.
I think I'm very nice today, treat Ahmai cigaratte, eat, drink, when do I do these? Hah.
Judith became a nice & sweet girl.
My favourite line; Aizai!
:D

Jovell.L'Jiaxin.

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YANNNYI (;: I'm laymin's friendd
- Oh, hello (:

♥ Your Mom Says,: I be lah. the '' SLUTTTTTTT! '' is someone else.
- Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh! Okay? :x

emo: does he still call you at 3.30am every morning now?
- Nope :D

jingqi: relinkk!
- Alrights, sure. O:

Jovell.Lim.Jia.Xin's

9th November; Sixteen,
Deborah & Jolene are my precious.
Promises are not meant to be, ~~broken~~
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Love,

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